i fight only because its the only way I'm able to control this situation . so I'm fighting . physically , verbally & I'm throwing daggers at everyone who made this situation what it was . call me crazy , but that's just the way my mind works . i can't control the way i feel .
& the craziest part to me is that i honestly don't even wanna be with you . My heart won't allow me to love someone that wasn't real . that feeling just is not there for me anymore . but my mind has gotten so used to being all about you that i don't mind making more enemies than friends & i don't give a damn what people say about me . its sounds crazy , but that's how it is . & that's just who i am because that's who I've become .
thanks to you .
_ forevertofight .*
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