first time i ever i had my heart broken , it was by you boy . . .

i didn't wanna hear it , but i knew it would come .

so I've been learning to live without you now ,
but i miss you sometime .
the more i know , the less i understand .
& all the things i thought i knew , I'm learning them again .
I've been trying to get down to the heart of the matter .
its about forgiveness .

out of all the people in my life , who come and gone . you were the one who let me down & hurt my pride . but i put all the behind me . because life goes on . & if i keep carrying it on my shoulders , it'll kill me .

i didn't get my happily ever after , & my heart is so shattered .

so I've gotten down to the heart of the matter . because my flesh gets weak & the ashes start to shatter . & I've been thinking about forgiveness . . .

_Mr.PromiseBreaker.

--- my heart hasn't gotten there yet . but realizing that in order to fully move on & no longer be hurt by this situation , i have to forgive you , is a big step . I've never forgiven anyone , ever in my life . but I've never had an encounter with anyone like i did you . . . .

so sooner or later , i will forgive you . I'm waiting for that day because some things still seem to get to me . & baby believe me , every little bit hurts . and maybe we can be friends like we were before this mess began . & if not , then theres nothing more i can or will TRY to do . if you're happy in life , then I'm happy for you . after all , you being happy is all that i want ( no matter how many times i threaten to hurt someone lol )

with that said , i will love you forever and always , regardless of how you feel about me .

love ,
Mrs. Promise Breaker .

ps.
you will always be my mr. promise breaker . no matter how stupid you can be ! i don't care what anyone says !
lol .